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Hello, Sean. My perception has always been a bit "different." Ever since I can remember, and I'm now well into being a senior citizen, I have had tinnitus - constantly. Sometimes I don't "hear" it because there is enough external noise to drown it out. When things are quiet, it's very loud. But, I'm not "hearing" anything. It's something haywire in my brain that another part of my brain "interprets" as sound. Is what I think I "hear" "real"? My eyes don't focus together - this used to be called "lazy eye." I was supposed to wear a patch over my "stronger" eye when I was a kid to force my "weaker" eye to conform. I wasn't a "good" patient. So now, with my "weaker" eye, I can literally see a short distance around what my "stronger" eye sees as a corner. With very little effort, or just with relaxing, my eyes go out of focus, and I see two of whatever I'm looking at - for example, two moons. Which eye is "right"? Which moon is "real"? With the "knowledge" that my eyes and ears can't be fully trusted to report the "truth," how much of my brain's interpretation of that perception is likely to be "correct"? These "disabilities" have reinforced for me that what I think I "know" is the product of an unreliable interpretation of untrustworthy input, and made it easier to be still, and let Holy Spirit tell me Truth. Thank you. Kathy

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